• user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_rules' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_rules in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 300.
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  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr' doesn't exist query: SELECT theme, module, sid, settings, skins FROM skinr WHERE theme = 'acquia_prosper' AND module = 'node' AND sid = 'blog' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 491.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
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  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
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  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
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  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr' doesn't exist query: SELECT theme, module, sid, settings, skins FROM skinr WHERE theme = 'acquia_prosper' AND module = 'block' AND sid = 'blog-0' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 491.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr' doesn't exist query: SELECT theme, module, sid, settings, skins FROM skinr WHERE theme = 'acquia_prosper' AND module = 'block' AND sid = 'user-0' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 491.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skinsets' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skinsets in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 826.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'marvin' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'chameleon' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'bluemarine' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'minnelli' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'garland' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'pushbutton' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_starter' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'fusion_core' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.
  • user warning: Table 'site_513_0.skinr_skins' doesn't exist query: SELECT * FROM skinr_skins WHERE name = 'acquia_prosper' in /var/aegir/drupal-6.16/sites/all/modules/skinr/skinr.module on line 877.

zen

Nothing Special

Submitted by eow on Sat, 04/18/2009 - 13:12

I have had, for most of my, life a sense that I was missing some key piece of information.  Without which, I was somehow incomplete or flawed in some way.  It didn't help that, as a very young kid, I had a terrible stutter and could barely talk. Kids can be cruel and I got laughed at a lot.  But really, that was only part of the problem.  I just always felt like I was not enough. 

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